Being a human being is so tough. Navigating relationships, trying to be kind, trying to be a better person. I wake up every day trying and hoping to be a better person but I feel I fall short more often than not. Every time people hear some part of my life story, I get a "you're so strong" and I get so uncomfortable because I don't think I am at all. You know how people say tough situations and things that happen in life shouldn't consume you and you should rise above it and think positive and hope for better days yada yada. I am not one of those people. I will admittedly say that I am one of those people who has let life experiences consume me and I am not quite sure how to get out of that hole. I have a lot of trepidation, not a lot of hope and a (un)healthy dose of skepticism. What's so strong about that? I am also not one of those people who state their flaws with pride and thinks this is it, you should just deal. I am not proud to be that person. In f
Thanks for the well wishes from my last post guys, I appreciate it. So far, so good in the week. I am ready for the weekend before another week of travels. Today's post was totally fapped from Lohi's blog . Feel free to do it also if you're compelled to. 1. Last drink: One of them Naked Smoothies 2. Last phone call: My Eej 3. Last text message : Bolustic 4. Last song you listened to: Scared of Beautiful - Frank Ocean 5. Last time you cried: few weeks ago SIX HAVE YOU EVER: 6. Dated someone twice: Nope 7. Been cheated on: Not to my knowledge. 8. Kissed someone: Yes. 9. Lost someone special: Hmm..don't think so 10. Been depressed: I'd hate to say yes because I know it's a big thing for some but I've been deeply sad. 11. Been drunk and threw up : Yes...in public. It was embarrassing. Patron is not my friend. LIST FOUR FAVORITE COLOURS: 12. Black 13. Red 14. Lavender 15. Can't think of a fourth HAVE YOU: 16. Made new friends
Can you believe it's friday already? First off, I want to thank each and every one of you for your comments on my last post. It was one of those days and I honestly didn't know when I just picked up the computer and wrote. Once again thank you so much, I really appreciated it. I have never been to Disney World. I really want to, so it's on my list of things to do. I absolutely LOVED Nice Anon's most recent post. She seems like someone with an awesome personality and I absolutely applaud her. So I wonder, these women on Dancing with the Stars, do they ever have their period? or at the very least, do none of them have heavy flow? I mean every week someone's leg is being spread open in the air with some man's face between it. maybe it's just me. Is it weird to be fascinated with death? Sometimes I hear how some young 'uns sound and I wonder if I ever sounded that well..stupid. I saw this on someone's status : Everyone, at some point, wakes up in the mid
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Anyway, madam, hope all's good.